Memories

happy first then bad day...

2009-09-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

14 Sept 2009, jux got back from west mall after watching ALIENS IN THE ATTIC at ENG WAH... cute and funny show... but storyline abit stupid coz the alien advance force are sux for invasion of EARTH... lolx... after watching show BAOBEI home call... oso dunno wat her mum say to her... but her mood become like ... haiz... hope tat she will be fine tml... hate to see her like tat...

4 Mthsary ^^v

2009-09-08T23:50:00.003+08:00

08 Sept 2009, hmmm its being sometimes din update my boggie... today is our 4 mthsary... i dunno why i wakie in the morning at 9 am... maybe due to work always wakie tat why wake up so early... lolx... baobei and i left house at ard 2pm to WARREN to collect my half mth pay... then we rush to JURONG EAST to cash out... after tat we went to MARINA for our FIRST 3D MOVIE ( G-FORCE ) Oo so funny the show... for those who haven watch go see it... its cute and funny... we had our luch at CARLS JUNIOR... then we wnet to BISHAN for FISH SPA ( oso first time )... so ticky at first then later feel numb... humph... first time fish nibble till i bled too...zzz... now at home later going to bring BAOBEI out for DINNER... hope she do enjoy the day today... NEXT month i promise will be nore fun then tis MONTH... cya... LOVE BAOBEI...

Shag weekend work....

2009-08-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

15 Aug 2009, hmmm jux got back from work... so damn shag... as wait the chef de cusine Edwin said... it will be damn busy on Friday, Saturday and Sunday... hmmm... started to abept the work there... and oso happy to work there coz there is alot of enjoyment... so gonna prepare for tml battle and tonight will sleep early too... now waiting for baobei to finish work at OPH... then supper... then lastly sleep... Zzzz... cya...

jux got back from movie...

2009-08-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

11 Aug 2009, oo jux finish our food ( indian rojak ) and movie at JP ( G.I.Joe )... actually tot of asking fred and nellie but too bad they goin watch ( UP ) at cine... then asked eric but he work so we went watch our own... its a 2hr movie... fred say no nice but after i watch it i find its ok... lots of action and fighting... if comment abt it 3/5 i will give... lolx... hmmm... now its abt time for mi to go and slp... coz gonna work tml... all the best for mi tml of first day work...

Ytd my last day @ OPH....

2009-08-11T13:31:00.001+08:00

11 Aug 2009, jux wakie... today is my off day and from tml onwards will be busy with my new work as operation supervisor... hmmm.... ytd was my last day at OPH as a banquet waiter... gonna miss my baobei and the manager and staff there... haiz... so afraid tat will be busy for work and no much time with baobei... but hope she uuderstand... btw later gonna go watch G.I.Joe with baobei and oso enjoy the off day with her... dun wanna waste any time today with her... lolx...

Happy National Day~ Singapore....

2009-08-09T15:40:00.001+08:00

09 Aug 2009, today is national day... nothing happen much coz got to go work later... hmmm... times flies realli fast i and baobei already 3 mths le... ytd 8 aug we din celebrate our mthsary... coz we go to work... and today will be my second last day for tis present place... soon gonna work at WARREN C.C... as operation supervisor... will be do my best over there coz im the pioneer patch for their company... so must double work hard for them... lolx....

At last got my second interview pass... ^^

2009-08-06T18:28:00.002+08:00

6 Aug 2009, hmmmm... jux got back from interview @ WARREN C.C as a cafe supervisor... and guess wat... its a successful interview... lolx... so will be starting work next WED @ 12pm till closing... so after interview baobei and i went NTUC to buy food for lunch cum dinner... lolx of course is she cook today... and its vry... yum yum~

Meaning Of Love Test

2009-07-30T11:49:00.001+08:00

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the short road--you fall in love quickly and easily. You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems

You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately. You asked the family member to get your significant other--you
like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her a lot. You want to place the roses by the windowsill--you are alright with not seeing him/her much.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the way s/he is. You prefer the person to be awake--you expect the person to change for you.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for a long time. You chose the short road--you fall out of love easily.

Love Test

2009-07-30T11:46:00.001+08:00

1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but very boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get to your significant other's house, short or long?

2. On the way you see two rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend of any one color or two color combination. What number of white and/or red do you pick?

3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have the family member get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself. Which do you do?

4. You go up to your boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?

5. Later, it's time for bed. You and your boy/girlfriend sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when it's time to wake up, you go into his/her room and check on him/her. When you arrive, do you prefer him/her to be awake or asleep?

6. Now it's time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain or more interesting road?

hw we feel when heartbrak T.T

2009-07-30T11:28:00.001+08:00

There are times when I cant decide
whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me the way
that I see you hurts me even more ...

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...
I woke up with tears in my eyes...
and one rolling down my cheek...
and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do,
I'm sorry I can't help myself,
I'm in love with you.

You're not worth the tears,
you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time.
You're not worth the pain,
you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.

I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye.

Nothing hurts more than realising he meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Love is a precious gift that people
try to hold onto until the end of time,
even when there is nothing left to hold.

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh,
but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.

True love is when you have to watch a friend leave,
with the knowledge that you might never see him again.
But you know he'll be in your mind and heart forever...

Love starts with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear.

hw we feel when we find true LOVE....

2009-07-30T11:24:00.000+08:00

True happiness lies in you.
Appreciate someone who is trying to care
for you in spite of the distance.
Don't love him for who you hope he will become tomorrow,
but by loving who he is today,
and not what he is, but who he is!

Distance, it is a test of love,
many will fail, but for those
who can withstand it have the answer: true love.

You know it's true love when no matter
how far the distance is he can still make you smile.

True love does not worry about the distance between,
for the heart and soul travels through one's words

God, will you let her know that I love her
so when there’s no one there, that she’s not alone?
Just close her eyes and let her know
my heart is beating with hers.

Loving you means everything to me,
so whether you're miles apart from me,
I just want you to know I really love thee.

There is a saying, 'Out of sight, out of mind.'
But how can that be true?
You are not here, yet I can't get you out of my mind.

I love the sun for days,
the moon for nights and you forever.

If you love me as I love you,
nothing but death can part us two.

Close together or far apart,
you're forever in my heart.

Love does not consist of gazing at each other,
but in looking together in the same direction.

Love is 3/4 dream and 1/4 reality.
Problems usually arise
when you fall in love with the dream
and not the reality.
But, yet you find true love
when you fall in love with both.

Passion' a word which involves so many feelings;
I feel it when we touch,
I feel it when we kiss,
I feel it when I look at you.
For you are my passion,
my one true love.

hw we feel when we fall in LOVE

2009-07-30T11:19:00.000+08:00

To fall in love
is to create a religion
that has a fallible god.

Don't fall in love
with somebody
who dosn't love you back

If you can fall in love
then you can fall out.

A man falls in love
through his eyes,
a woman
through her ears.

No one is perfect
until you fall in love with them.

It is never too late
to fall in love.

Love is a thing,
well, its kind of
like quicksand:
The more you are in it,
the deeper you sink.
And when it hits you,
you've just got to fall.

To fall in love
you have to be
in the state of mind for it to take,
like a disease.

True love is when
you put someone on a pedestal,
and they fall -
but you are there
to catch them.

Love is like water;
We can fall in it.
We can drown in it.
And we can't live without it.

Any people
when they fall in love
look for a little haven
of refuge from the world,
where they can be sure
of being admired
when they are
not admirable,
and praised
when they are not praiseworthy.

To love means to commit
oneself without guarantee,
to give oneself
completely in the hope
that our love will produce love
in the loved person.

Falling in love
is so hard on the knees.

PINK solve all....

2009-07-30T11:17:00.001+08:00

all abt LOVE and LIFE....

2009-07-30T11:15:00.000+08:00

There is love of course.

And then there's life, its enemy.

Ever has it been that love knows
not its own depth until the hour of separation.

Love is like a fire.
Whether it is going to warm your heart
or burn your house down, you'll never know

Love, like a river, will cut a new path
whenever it meets an obstacle.

Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes.
Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears.
What is it else?
A madness most discreet, a choking gall
and a preserving sweet.

Falling in love consists merely in uncorking
the imagination and bottling the common-sense.

A Friend's Love says:
" If you ever need anything, I'll be there."
True Love says:
" You'll never need anything; I'll be there."

All's fair in love and war.

Some people come into our lives,
Leave footprints in our hearts,
And we are never ever the same.

He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals.

Death is a challenge.
It tells us not to waste time...
It tells us to tell each other right now
that we love each other.

Romantic love is an illusion.
Most of us discover this truth
at the end of a love affair or else
when the sweet emotions of love
lead us into marriage
and then turn down their flames.

Love makes the time pass.
Time makes love pass.

We always believe our first love is our last,
and our last love our first.

EMO EMO EMO EMO....

2009-07-30T11:07:00.002+08:00

30 Jul 2009, today its like a cold war to mi... althought i already admit its my fault but still cant get her forgiveness... so think os something vry meaningful and post here.... hope she understand how i feel towards her...

On the whole,
I haven't found men
unduly loath to say, "I love you

I'll love you, dear,
I'll love you till
China and Africa meet
and the river
jumps over the mountain
and the salmon
sing in the street

I'm in the mood for love
Simply because you're near me.
Funny, but when you're near me
I'm in the mood for love.

To know her
was to love her.

You've already won me over
- in spite of me.
So don't be alarmed
if I fall head over feet.
And don't be surprised
if I love you for all that you are.
I couldn't help it
- it's all your fault.

I shall love her all my life,
shall be to her
a faithful friend,
and if I cannot remain
loyal to both God and her
I shall renounce her
and never see her face again.
You call this folly;
to me it is a hard duty,
and the more I love her
the worthier of her
will I endevour to become
by my own integrity of soul.

I love you like crazy, baby
'Cuz I'd go crazy without you.

A man is only as good
as what he loves.

Do not love me
because i love you,
love me for loving me.

I am marrying her
because I love her.

If you love her,
you cannot see her...
because love is blind.

how i feeling now...

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.

Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.
I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...

I had a dream and it was about you ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...

LOST and LOST....

2009-07-29T22:54:00.001+08:00

29 Jul 2009, haiz... taking tis time to update my blog while baobei sleeping... hmmm today went for an interview at shenton house for a position of operation supervisor... was quite successful now waiting for the second interview hope tat will be successful for mi again... after tat i and baobei went praying at bugis then come home... out of sudden everything change... till now my baobei still dun trust my love for her... i dun know wat i make her angry and piss off abt... but wat i mean here is i realli wanna spend the rest of my path wif u... is realli being wif mi is so hard... realli hate is more then love... haiz... maybe everything change since we quarrel... u find tat i dun love or care abt u anymore... but wat i can say is i still feel the same for u... how i wish time can stop at the moment tat when we are jux together... every of our first time... realli misses those time... no matter wat i will always be by ur side... whether we can make it thru tis cupid test is all up to u... coz its my fault so i gonna admit the wrong....

hmmmm

2009-07-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

26 Jul 2009, hmmm.. today got nothing much to blog... jux a normal day for mi and baobei... hmmm... ytd i and baobei follow fred and nellie to k-box at cineleisure sing the whole noon of song and went home ard 8pm like tat... btw tis duet song got nice meaning in the lyrics so go and hear....

神木与瞳 - 为你而活
词:马嵩惟
曲:阿弟仔

看生命像阵风包不住的痛所以紧握双手
抬起头那流星般的笑容只不过坠落在心中

天空会裂缝我肩头添上的爱那麼久就不怕滂沱
用眼泪庆贺跨过了坚信这一扇门后真的有天国

為了你而活為了你而梦為了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有守著你的人是我
為了你而活為了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后喔

不闪躲在这荆棘遍佈中那伤口会开出花朵
天空会裂缝我肩头天上的爱那麼重就不怕滂沱
用眼泪庆贺跨过了坚信这一扇门后真的有天国

為了你而活為了你而梦為了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有守著你的人是我
為了你而活為了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

為了你而活為了你而梦為了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有守著你的人是我
為了你而活為了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后喔

my poor baobei T.T

2009-07-23T20:20:00.001+08:00

23 Jul 2009, today i and baobei went for breakfast after a nite of busying sturdying ( baobei ) and watch movie for mi... after a breakfast... baobei start to feeling not well... seeing her like tis my heart aches... how i wish i can help her bear the pain and sickness... but i cant... only things i can do is be by her side seeing wat she nids... haiz... how tat she will feel well after a good sleep now... for wat i wish for now...

Emo...fucking EMO

2009-07-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

20 Jul 2009, today was a bad day for mi... tis is the song lyrics im feeling now and wanna express out. ( SADNESS )

Procedamus in pace
In nomine Christi, Amen Let us go forth in peace
In the name of Christ, So be it
Cum angelis et pueris,
fideles inveniamur We shall find the faithful in the
company of angels and children
Attollite portas, principes, vestras
et elevamini, portae aeternales
et introibit rex gloriae
Qius est iste Rex glorie? Lift up ye heads o ye glorious gates,
and be ye lifted up ye everlasting doors,
and the king of glory shall come in.
Who is the king of glory?
Sade, dis-moi,
Sade, donnes-moi Sade tell me
Sade give me
Procedamus in pace
In nomine Christi, Amen
Shall we proceed in peace
In the name of Christ, Amen

Sade, dis-moi
Qu'est-ce que tu vas chercher?
le Bien par le Mal
la Vertu par le Vice
Sade, dis-moi, Pourquoi l'evangile du Mal?
Quelle est ta religion, Ou sont tes fideles?
Si tu es contre Dieu, tu es contre l'Homme
Sade tell me
what is it that you seek?
The rightness of wrong
The virtue of vice
Sade tell me why the Gospel of evil ?
What is your religion? Where are your faithful?
If you are against God, you are against man

Sade dit moi pourquoi le sang pour le plaisir ?
Le plaisir sans l'amour.
N'y a t'il plus de sentiment dans le culte de l'homme ?
Sade tell me why blood for pleasure?
Pleasure without love?
Is there no longer any feeling in man's Faith?
Sade, es-tu diabolique ou divin? Sade are you diabolical or divine?
Sade, dis-moi
Hosanna
Sade, donnes-moi
Hosanna
Sade, dis-moi
Hosanna
Sade, donnes-moi
Hosanna Sade tell me
Hosanna
Sade give me
Hosanna
Sade tell me
Hosanna
Sade give me
Hosanna
In nomine Christi, Amen In the name of Christ, Amen

^-^v Wee wee~

2009-07-17T08:23:00.001+08:00

17 Jul 2009, oo shag... slp at 2am and wakie at 7am... coz baobei wakie le... lolx... hmmmm... tonite will be working day again... sick of there le... lolx... ok let talk abt ytd... ytd morning baobei and mi went market in the morning to buy ingredient for preparing dinner at baobei hse for her parents... lolx... we wnet there at noon 4pm to cook... in the first place shld be mi the one cooking... and baobei doing the clean and cutting as my assistaant cook... in the end due to the first time cooking at other ppl hse abit lost... so for the deep-fry fish is her mummy do for us... as for the sichuan soup and vegetable will lay on my hand cookiing it... lolx... after cooking we had our dinner... after dinner i had a short nap at baobei room till 9pm... coz baobei goin driving practical... so i went home and wait for her... hmmmm... i think tat all for now... will keep u blogger update again...

so full now.... after a good dinner...

2009-07-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

14 Jul 2009, jux got home from dinner... today actualli goin watch ICE AGE 3 ( 3D ) but due to time problem... we din go watch... we went bukit timah courts to help baobei mummy to check pricing for COMPUTOR and DIGITAL CAMERA... then we go dinner... to our suprise we ate 5 bull frog today at G7 branch which is at upper bukit timah road... lolx... coz we today whole day nvr eat at all tat is why... hehe... ok goin log in dragonica to join fred online... cya....

nothing to do~

2009-07-14T12:37:00.000+08:00

14 Jul 2009, jux wake up not long so got nothing to do then do some bloggin... haiz... dunno why baobei sudden angry of mi again... oso dunno wat i do... haiz... hope will be fine when she wake up.... again dunno wat to do... haiz... mind so empty... i think i will stop here first.... see how later if there is anything to update...

haiz... hope they are fine....

2009-07-13T12:36:00.000+08:00

13 Jul 2009, today noon wake up as usual then help Nellie to give a call to Fred to check on his condition... in the end found out tat he is emo becoz of quarreling with queen... due to some reason which i dun wish to say here... jux hope tat they will be fine like last time... hmmmm... nothing to do now... coz baobei still sleeping... haiz... time to train dragonica ( secretly ) hehe....

^-^v ~ wee...

2009-07-12T12:28:00.000+08:00

12 Jul 2009, today jux come back from work... hmmmm find tat today not shag at all... dunno why... lolx... btw the past two days which on the Friday 11 Jul... i and baobei went boat quay wif Fred to settle some of his things then we had a drink there... he feel emo and lonely coz his queen went holiday... then ytd we got another buddy Eric join in to acc him at my hse... lolx... he so good dunno when my baobei go holiday will he come and acc mi... lolx.... actualli there is nothing much... feeling happy again with no problem coming up... so good and i love it... hope baobei love it too...

T.T

2009-07-10T17:51:00.001+08:00

10 Jul 2009, today i was awake early due to somethings i nid to settle and oso bad stomache... then i happen to think of something which maybe will calm someone mind... LOVE is something tat is full of up and down jux like life... and got alot of thing to go thru together... but once u are chosen... you should not have any doubt or thinking abt wat his past relationship tat has long gone away... coz in his mind is to make the future of their LOVE more happy and hope to last till the head of both to be white... always think of the happy moment when together and nvr look at the unhappy moment tat had pass... becoz tis will lead into more unhappiness which he dun wan to see and feel... wat he is hoping for now is to lead happily, enjoying, peacefully and jux like the time when they jux met... if tis doubt still goes on wat he can see is dark, cold and lonely... hoping to stand strong together and fight for the future... lastly there maybe something which he did very wrong in the past 1 days... but he's realli realli very regret and feel sad abt it... he realli din mean to do tat... in his mind u are the one he chosen...

Happy 2 mthsary to baobei...

2009-07-08T01:36:00.003+08:00

08 Jul 2009, today is our 2 mthsary... we jux got back from jurong point after watching Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen cool nice show abit of comedy... tis time Autobot vs the very first decade of the bad guys boss call FALLEN.... above is the pix of it... lolx...

P.S i lurve u baobei....

2009-07-07T19:29:00.008+08:00

07 Jul 2009, out of sudden i think of a theory for all couples who i knw or anyone tat read my blog... its maybe childish but i find is true...

《爱情七件事》

我希望我们，

* 不吵架
* 不挑对方的缺点
* 不可以欺骗
* 不可以乱发脾气
* 不可以每天一次手都没牵
* 不可以嫌对方胖
最后
* 再忙每天一定要说一句
我爱你！！！

haiz...

2009-07-07T17:42:00.001+08:00

07 Jul 2009, today baobei and i had a quarrel over some problem which leads to nearly break up... its make me so emo now although we are fine now... but i really dun like to becoz of these two problem end everything... haiz... i knw baobei suffer alot and have becoz of mi swallow down alot of things which make her cant tahan le... but i realli trying vry hard to settle it in peace... haiz... personel stuff not yet finish another big bomb come from MOM... dunno why suddenly they ask mi go drink coffe tml... sianz... then today mid-nite suppose to be my 2nd mth anniversary which will pass happily end up now abit like... haiz...

P.S jux wanna let u knw i lurve u more then me...

sori bloggie din updated u for so long....

2009-07-06T02:22:00.002+08:00

05 Jul 2009, oo sori for din update on my blog... coz ether is busying working if not is busy lvling DRAGONICA... lolx... ok jux got back from work and had a vry good supper of CLAYPOT FROG-LEG... with baobei... and now slacking at home... soon to log in DRAGONICA... cya... update soon... btw GUYs if u are interested in MAPLESTORY then come joins us at DRAGONICA... in server ELGA...u sure like it... coz its cute in graphic... cya...

Sori abt last nite slp...

2009-06-25T16:28:00.000+08:00

25 Jun 2009, wakie at 2.30pm... try to wake baobei up but she was angry of mi becoz she din get enough slp as last nite i snatch blanket wif her and oso din give her enough space to slp... all tis i realli din know anything abt it till she tell mi now... sori abt it baobei... while waiting for baobei to wakie i mop the floor and clean the whole hse... coz got nothing to do while she slping... so do some house cleaning.... realli sori baobei din knw tat last nite i did tat to u.... dun angry ok the most 30 jun bring u go buy ur fav. food in J.B... LOK LOK ok...

P.S sori T.T baobei....

still feeling shag~

2009-06-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

23 Jun 2009, oo came back to gombak at ard 7plus... after having a day nap at baobei hse... coz on the 22 Jun we had a long day at outside... we went JB buy doughnut @ J.CO and then we went tampines to eat durians and dinner... so reach home is ard midnite already... then we mapling till morning and proceed to baobei hse... coz her QUEEN ask her to go home in the morning.... lolx....

P.S promise baobei tis 1st Jul goin JB again....

will be busy later at nite...

2009-06-21T16:28:00.001+08:00

21 Jun 2009, jux wakie... still feeling whole body aching... must be last nite work too shag le... tat why... hmmm... now is 4pm.. later going buy 4D hope tat today wont jump no... then nite time will be supper with baobei at yishun and her buddys... till dunno wat time...

shag and angry now....

2009-06-21T01:29:00.001+08:00

21 Jun 2009, jux got back from work... feeling damn shag... once reach home receive bomb from my sister... which i hate most... haiz... i oso dunno wat she wan now... she is making mi damn crazy... is not tat i not reasonable... from my angle of view i dun find anything wrong abt wat baobei done... so i oso dunno wat the fark she wan... i think she realli trying to make mi to move out of here then she happy rite... fine i will go look for place and find the cash to rent it... tis is my final plan le...

Still feelin the same....

2009-06-20T13:20:00.001+08:00

20 Jun 2009, din sleepat all... being listerning to flightless bird all the way till now... mind keep thinking of wat baobei say to mi... how much she suffer in mental... and all the happy moment we had for the past... oso dunno later i can work anot... hopefully i can pass thru all difficulty... all i wan for now is to see baobei smile again.... oso dunno she wakie annot... haiz... maybe bring her for a good lunch when she wakie...

DOWN & SAD~ T.T

2009-06-20T05:38:00.003+08:00

20 Jun 2009, din sleep at all... coz im feeling down and sad right now... im saying tis because i find tat im a failure in my life... im realli a failure... i loses everything in life... now i feel like im in a dark room without any light... once again... so scary... so cold... so dark... so LONELY... haiz... tot tat we will stand together in our feet and fight for our future... but i think tat baobei cant take it any longer... maybe is my selfish tat leads to tis happening... i dunno how to make my baobei happy again like last time... i realli miss those days when we went sentosa and even the first dance... and every of her laughter and noti... due to the low income and my tat sister.... i dunno how to make her happy... GOD tell mi pls... wat sure i do to make her happy again.... i dun wan her to suffer all tis shit... coz i realli LOVE and CHERISH her... even if its nid to deduct my life span to make her happy i oso willing... coz i jux wanna be with her to walk down the pathway together...

P.S i love u BAOBEI

sori baobei~tat i make u angry...

2009-06-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

18 Jun 2009, jux wakie up not long and something bad happen to mi... baobei say i raise my voice at her... which i remember dun have... and i make her cry till i oso cry... sorri my baobei... if i realli did raisemy voice at u....

hmmm....

now talk abt a damn shit ASSHOLE... i dun understand why he say i like to talk to bird... which i dun even knw the bird language... wat i know is wat i say is not only mi but the rest of the pines ppl who knw him... so is none of my fucking problem and stop pushing fault towards mi... coz im not like u... as i knw i nvr say anything or did anything behind ur back...

So scared of something bad happen....

2009-06-17T19:07:00.002+08:00

17 Jun 2009, jux wakie from a few hours of sleep... its a bad one coz i keep on having nightmare abt someone i love most... had left mi... then when i wakie baobei ask mi those question which i jux dream of... what does it mean to mi now... is it a hint of something... now in my mind and in my heart i feel so scare tat tis will happen... i dun wan to lost tis happy moment... as i realli cherish it alot... even more then anything and i only jux wan to be with u... till the end of my life...

Shag... and full of ???? in my head... T.T

2009-06-17T13:09:00.001+08:00

17 Jun 2009, jux got back from baobei house...after last nite attending my dad's wedding... till now i find baobei vry the troubled abt something... i dunno wat is it... but i can sense tat something looks vry important to her... haiz... hopefully i can get a stable income soon... so i can bring my baobei to holiday to free from her stress... and her lala world.... tis is wat im worry most too little income only outgoiing... cant make us survive... haiz... i believe tat i wont be so down foever...jux waiting for my chance to come...

P.S baobei i will be by ur side no matter wat happens... love u...

Funny Dream by BAOBEI~ wahaha

2009-06-16T10:31:00.001+08:00

14 Jun 2009, SHAG.... back from work @ ard midnight after our supper @ ALIF prata... today dunno why mi and baobei was split up... maybe is ppl red eyes bah... so after work we mapling till morning as i got to do something at morning so we ton nite... damn shag man... we will only be able to had our sleep at noon... ( 15 Jun ) i was awake two times by baobei... first time was she was rubbing her forehaed... so i tot she gt headache... but in the end u knw wat she told mi... she say she collecting PIG head... wahahaha... then the second time she keep on tickle mi at my hand and then she told mi to faster... so i ask wat faster... in the end u know wat wat she told mi again... she say we going to complete killing zombie mushroom... wahahaha... i think is we play too much maple lol the nite b4.... ok now got to go out for lunch wif her QUEEN.... will update again later...

Shag but sweet....

2009-06-14T03:04:00.004+08:00

13 Jun 2009, phew... at last back from work again... although is tired but im happy coz i can work wif Baobei together for our future... as im always lookin forward coz i believe there will be a chance for mi to turn over like last time... well to do... and i can live with her in our vry own world... without seeing anyone face... so below is a song i wan baobei to listern... and read thru the lyrics.... Wif Love...

eh eh eh eh eh
eh eh eh eh eh
ohhhhhh...

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and I’m a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify and I’m considered husband
And I’m a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain’t goin no where for my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make a ???? fussin
And that’s what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why I’m into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That’s why we'll break through

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like, I lean you on that Prada
You ain’t got to match with the shoes
All about knowing you I’m into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch you grow stronger
That’s the way it has to be, everything problem
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What I’m into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That’s why we'll break through

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain’t no one I compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that’s why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

Phew~ Sweat.....

2009-06-10T14:02:00.000+08:00

10 Jun 2009, oo today is parent meeting days... coz morning i send my baobei to go meet up her parent at JURONG to go see her DA DIDI... as i waiting for her under block till she and her parent done visiting... to my shocking surprise is her parent wanna meet mi and send us to JURONG EAST MRT... thru out the journey im DUMB dunno wat to talk... COLD SWEAT... phew... at last its over... and we went back home to take a short nap... coz got to go BBDC... she got practical and i got RTP and RTE... after long tiring day we slp till nite then wakie up for dinner... after dinner we MAPLING together... i damn enjoy these days with u MY BAOBEI... tat is all for nw...

P.S GODs pls let my BAOBEI recover from her sickness... i dun wanna see her so in PAIN and SUFFER...

Long and Tiring Day~

2009-06-09T01:49:00.000+08:00

08 Jun 2009, Shag and tired after a 5hrs of wking... its has being sometime after leaving fnb line... after work baobei and mi went down to geylang and walk walk... and we met my aunt over there for some drinking session... we left geylang at 1am like tat home coz too tired....

Eve of 1st monthsary~

2009-06-07T21:15:00.004+08:00

mie cooking sauce for mashed potatoes

our simple table setting

our MAIN COURSE.... STEAK~

our LOVING dinner... and ready to TUCK IN.... Yum Yum~~

07 Jun 2009, happy~ today is our eve nite and we jux came back from a walk at GUILIN after our peaceful DINNER watching CITY of ANGELs at the same time... above are the pix baobei took while im cooking... hope u guys love it... and enjoy the the pix....
Wif Love ♥

1st Anniversary Eve~ ^-^v

2009-06-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

07 Jun 2009, today is our 1st mth anniversary eve... so jux wakie up to prepare our loving western dinner... although nw dun have the spare tp spend but hope tat my baobei will enjoy the happy moment we had togather... as im doing my best to be by her side no matter hw hard our path had to walk... looking forward for our future... hmmmm tat is all right now will update again later at nite... love u baobei.... muachz~

Long and loving Day~

2009-06-06T04:57:00.002+08:00

06 Jun 2009, oo last night my baobei din go to sch for lesson...and we went meet up her buddys @ CCK for dinner at PASTA MANIA... after dinner we went GEYLANG to meet up my aunt over there for coffee... so we reach home ard 2am like tat... then we wash our clothings... while waiting for the clothes i re-do my BLOGSKIN which only belong to mi and baobei... at last my BLOGSKIN is done with no fault at all... i feel so happy right now as baobei feeling happy too... soon will be morning and we are preparing for sentosa tanning... lolx... Wif Love Baby

Sori Baobei~ din knw tat u suffer so much...

2009-06-05T17:17:00.000+08:00

05 Jun 2009, haiz.... i dunno why my sis make my baoebi so piss off... i try explain to baobei abt it jux hope tat she can dun care abt her first as i will talk to my sister abt tis matter... wat i can blame is tat maybe is my hse is too small and i dun have my own room... if no choice i gt to work more harder and rent a room outside so tat i can be with my baobei living happily and peacefully... watever my sis say tat make u piss off... i hereby say SORI in behalf of her to u... i dun wan tis to affect our R/S... can baobei... Life is short forgive quickly love truly And never stop smiling no matter how strange life is... Life is not always the party we expected to be but as long as we are here togather, we should smile and be grateful. LOVE BABY....

Phew~ wat a surprise!!!

2009-06-05T14:18:00.001+08:00

05 Jun 2009, jux got back home from baobei hse... its was so humid and hot weather nw... feel like melting... today i got a big surprise given by my baobei... cold sweat... phew... u guys knw wat happen while im her place watching TV and she was sleeping... her DAD came home... wah... tat was a surprise to mi... lucky im not in her bedroom sleeping... if not might be more worse then i think... lolx tat all for now will update more if there is any~

^-^v ~ wee...

2009-06-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

03 Jun 2009, oo jux wakie from my slp with baobei... and xuewei jux went home after a nite of mapling @ my hse... oo tot she will take a nap... but din knw tat she can tahan... lolx... jux wakie got problem from tat JIAN again... hope he realli return the 50 bucks to BAOBEI later after his work... btw i think later will be sending my baobei to sch then wait for her to come back... and these should be our planning at the moment bah... as next week we will be damn busy like rush hour so if u guys wanna ask us out kindly pls advance let us knw.... thank u... hmmmm time passes fast din knw tat i have lead a peaceful and lovin days with my baobei... and i love it... soon will be our 1 mth anniversary... hmmmm there will be a surprise for her... lolx.... ok tat's all for nw....

I LOVE MY LIFE NOW!!!!!

2009-06-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

02 Jun 2009, today u knw wat... last nite jian tio super around the world... lolx damn drunk... and later in the morning went home himself... and he told mi tat he go drwn money till throw away money keep recipet... lolx WTF rite.... then till late night jux now... my long lost frien which is XUE WEI and ERIC come GOMBAK find mi and baobei for supper and we hell had a long chat abt PINES stuff and many other crap... so fun and relax... i FUCKin LOVE it... tat all abt it....

Sweet memories~

2009-05-31T23:42:00.003+08:00

31 May 2009, today going mid-night now... out of suddenly i think of our first hug, first dance, our stay over night and even the first time we had... it make mi feel like it jux only pass yesterday... and the do u know why i put tis BEAUTIFUL song in my blog... coz its our first dance... LOVE U Baobei...

3th Outing @ tanjong beach~

2009-05-31T23:30:00.003+08:00

31 May 2009, today... fred and nellie jio mi and baobei to sentosa for tanning lolx... wat the hell... but today we went to a different beach... which is Tanjong Beach... heard is a lover beach... we had some fun playing water there and baobei found a cute littler pet at there... hmmmm i think is hermit crab... now is at my hse... lolx... we actualli try something adventurous at the sea... ( do u guys and gals believe... ) guess it haha.... above is some pix i taken there....

Siloso Beach~ Our second Outing...

2009-05-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

30 May 2009, sorry for the late of updates baobei... ok today we went to sentosa for sun tanning @ siloso beach... we had a wonderful time and tanning... as i dunno why im still the same not tan at all... trying hard to tan myself every week from now onwards with my BAOBEI... above is the few pix we take at there... and oso sky-ride too enjoy...

To Baobei only~

2009-05-28T03:17:00.001+08:00

28 May 2009, tis is a post mainly for my baobei... Baobei i know u may nw feel vry insecure abt our R/S as i now gt no income like when u first meet mi... but wat i wan to let u know is i wanna settle down with u but i oso dun wan to see our future is in dark tat is why i now wan to find a proper job... althought pay maybe little not like side line but as long as u are happy im happy and these money is earn by my hard earn sweat... all these while wat i always say to u is from my bottom of heart and there is no lie towards u... and i believe wat u tell mi how u feel towards mi oso true... pls baobei if wat i say to u is wrong pls forgive mi... as i always put u in my first position in mind... no matter wat i do i will think of u first then proceed... coz all tis while i already treat u as my half...and i hope u treat mi as ur half too... as we can solve watever problems we face... with love JEF AMOS LEE

Dunno why feeling so bad and vex~

2009-05-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

27 May 2009, i dunno why today i feel vry bad and vex abt something... lucky my baobei can understand and give mi support abt it... haiz... right now im planning hard to find a PT job first then see if there is any chance of gettin FT job... and oso try to get my pay from RAYMOND... wat i ask for is a small amount hope tat he is nt tat type of person tat will let mi down... today i maybe is i think alot tat why i feel so down ba... hope tat after a nite slp will be over le... MING TIAN HUI GENG HAO... lolx

West Mall~

2009-05-26T22:54:00.001+08:00

26 May 2009, hmmmm today i and baoebi spend our time at home watching movie... then noon go west mall buy her nose stud... and as for nite someone jio us out for chill out at prata shop... guess who is XY and her BF... lolx... we chat abt MEISHI stuff... and of course JIAN things too... she keep asking JIAN to return her money... haiz... sometimes i realli wonder wat tis JIAN is doing always gt so much debts from GALs... haiz... hope he do know owning gal money is a nvr ending story... they will keep on pestering u to return... hope he can grow up dun always keep own GALs money... tat all for today... updates more again....

BBDC in the noon~ wif Baobei

2009-05-25T01:23:00.000+08:00

25 May 2009, hmmm today spending my time with my baobei... both of us went to BBDC she took her FTL and i re-take my RTE... and i fail it by jux 1% ( 89%/90% ) wtf.... so after my RTE i waited for her @ BBDC till she finish her FTL then we head home togather and i cook dinner for the both of us... after dinner we watched two movie @ Tom365.com... first one is HORSEMEN which she wanna watch... as for the second show is ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY... not bad for both of them... so i think is time for mi to end here... will updates asap when there is anything goin on.... Wif Love Jef ( Donald )

Movie Day~

2009-05-24T03:17:00.001+08:00

24 May 2009, Shag...but enjoy... jux got back from a day of movie marathon...( Monster vs Alien in noon and Night in the museum 2 at night ) with my baobei , fred n nellie ( join us for late night movie ) and oso calinda my god sister... actualli our plan for sat is zoo but due to the weather we postpone it to maybe later in noon... let see how bahz... whether i can wakie anot...lolx

Loving Montage made by mi~

2009-05-21T14:59:00.015+08:00

21 May 2009, today i made our Loving Outing pix into a muvee hope u guys to leave comment and enjoy watching it

With Love Jef Amos Lee

Our First Outing <3

2009-05-19T14:10:00.000+08:00

19 May 2009, today we went for our first outing @ sentosa... feel so love and peace which i din feel it for a long time already... above are a few pix we took @ there... and our second outing will be on the 23 may which is on tis sat at zoo... but im still looking for friens to fill up the 3 vacant slot for the voucher of 50%... hmmm hope tat can fill up soon...

can god pls help mi????

2009-05-19T04:16:00.002+08:00

19 May 2009, im sad and no mood at all... coz i make someone i luv worry for mi... becoz of the line im in now... some problem with the stock and i go chat with them till got check by police when we abt to leave tat place... now she vry angry and all i asking now is for her forgiveness for making her worry... as i told her b4 i will change my work... as i oso dun wan to be in risk... wat i nid now is a peaceful and loving life with my luv one can god pls grant mi my wish... pls even it nid to take away my life span im oso willing...

Hope she can understand wat i wanna tell her...

2009-05-14T13:29:00.002+08:00

14 May 2009, im sad becoz she quarrel with mi... jux becoz of a sms... a sms of a gal in m'sia sms mi... she think tat is my gf... i explain to her if i had a gf in m'sia wat is the point of asking her to be my gf hope tat she understand... tat gal is someone we used to hang out in m'sia together with my BROs for dinner and relax... so wat i can say is she got nothing to with mi at all... hope she realli listern to explaination and keep in her mind... Donald Duck will only be with Dasiy Duck and no one else....

Im in LOVE~

2009-05-08T13:29:00.000+08:00

08 May 2009, first of all im sori for not updating my blog recently... today is my happiest day coz at last i found my love one who wanna settle down with mi... realli hope tat i wont be lonely anymore... although we had sign up a life term contract... wat i know is i will nvr break my bond in it as wat i promise her...

busy and tired... hope its worth...

2009-02-13T17:02:00.002+08:00

13 Feb 2009, oo din know tat its being so long din update my blog... coz recently busy having enterainment at J.B ( The Zon Regency Hotel )if not will be busy gaming A.O... Let u see a pix of 2 Gondon Bleu Cannon which in a nite we finish 1 bott... and i oso get to know a few SG powerful and status ppl who is driving car license plate no 1 and 3... hoho... so tired and busy... hope its worth...

Nightmare... cant sleepwell T.T

2009-01-09T10:04:00.000+08:00

09 Jan 2009, haiz... din get to sleep well last nite... due to a nightmare im having... is abt im being recall to army due to BIO-HAZARD in singapore... many ppl dead and full of chaos everywhere... i oso dunno why i was being infected in my dreams... worst till i dun wan my campmates to know... in the end i started to decay from hand then face... as i was going to die i try to call my family member but cant get them... so sad... in the i wake up... WTF of having these dream... lolx... let mi cant sleep... btw lucky it was only a dream... ^^

2009-01-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

01 Jan 2009, wow... time realy pass fast... a new year has begin... hope tat year 2009 will be smooth and peaceful for everyone i know... as for mi jux hope tat tis new year for mi will be problem free... then im happy le... ^^ hope tat yesterday my friens enjoy their count-down happily...

Half a Day @ BBDC....

2008-12-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

29 Dec 2008, haiz such a tiring day for mi... coz i have done 1 practical and 2 theory at BBDC... quite a lot of bad habit on riding tat i nid to brush up... and oso bored coz got no one accompany mi together... but should not be a problem for mi to get license...^^

nothing much happen~

2008-12-27T04:41:00.000+08:00

27 Dec 2008, yoyo... at last christmas has passed... today went movie wif ERIC, NELLIE and FRED... hmmmm.... the show is quite nice and full of action.... btw now im waiting for my dad to intro mi to EX-BABYFACE club to work as bouncer... hope tat i can get tis job... and oso im now take my 2B..... lolx.... lastly hope tat my frien relationship will goes well...

Christmas Day ^^

2008-12-25T15:16:00.001+08:00

25 Dec 2008, its christmas today... hmmm.. but to mi its like a normal day... nothing special... coz its make mi think of last year x'mas... tat why i treat it like normal day... but for those of my frien and bro out there... do enjoy for mi ya~ as for those couples who i know... i hereby wishes them in relationship, works and family tat everything in their life will went smoothly in the coming year... ^^

Wishing all of u Merry X'mas...

2008-12-24T05:00:00.000+08:00

24 Dec 2008, over here would like to wish those ppl who browse my blog a MERRY X'MAS and hope tat all of u enjoy well in ur countdown... and may ur wish comes true in the next coming year... ^^

New Skin... Still FIXING it again....

2008-12-23T20:14:00.002+08:00

23 Dec 2008, jux change the new skin hope u all will like... but i will doing another new skin again... lol hope tat xiao guang tou can help mi in some idea... lolx

tiring day but lots of secret i know... XD

2008-12-20T22:32:00.001+08:00

20 Dec 2008, today was DARREN birthday... so i meet up ERIC and XUEWEI at bugis and went to WILD DOLPHIN for his celebration... we reach there at ard 8.30pm as host told as will start at 9pm... in the end something cope up tat make us waited for ard 2hrs... shit man damn piss but after FRED and NELLIE joins us to wait for host... and at last HOST come wif XY and XY frien who knows mi which i dunno who is she... till now im still thinking who is she... nvm hope tat someone will tell mi... so we had a bott of MARTELL and the most expensive which i ever drink in life at PUB... as time past fast... FRED and NELLIE went off... so in the end the rest of us wait for SHAN and FEN and we go extend drinking of BLACK LABEL... the most sux drink i ever drink... we left at 6am and i reach home at 7am... wat a tiring day... but got a lot of news and secret... lol

so long ago...

2008-12-16T19:20:00.000+08:00

16 Dec 2008, wow its being many years ago since i go zoo... today i follow ERIC to zoo for endorse of his MC... so took a few PIX of animal... how i wish can bring someone i love to have a walk there... lolx... but i know its impossible now... as ........ nothing... dun wish to say so much here...

Time passes very fast....

2008-12-10T16:38:00.000+08:00

10 Dec 2008, wow din know tat time passes fast... so fast Fred P.O.P... went to tekong attend it so humid there and i was so tired due to din sleep last nite... coz watch series show... lol... at last went everyhting over its was 6pm like tat le... oO... once reach home i took a bath and collapse into coma... haiz as for mi still the same slacking din manage to find jobs... fcuk christmas coming soon... i must be lonely bahz same for countdown as i can foresee it... will up-date again when i know wat to write...

SAD to find tat I'M tat kind of person....

2008-10-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

26 Oct 2008, haiz... din know tat when im drunk i did something wrong... in the end i was being say as a CB person... even im not tat type of person but still SHE chose to believe someone else more then a 1yr frien cum ex lover... lolx... tis make me hurt deep thru in my heart... T.T... haiz... let it be coz i know tat im not tat type of person... i oso went to Dragonfly to take a look... in the end i find tat was so SUX... i will nvr go again... lolx

Early celebration....

2008-10-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

25 Oct 2008, lolx... today i celebrate my birthday earlier at my house... i invited quite alot of friens and colleague... in the end i was drunk at 1am like tat... it was a house buffet gathering... lolx....but din get to take any pix cox drunk.... T.T

So tired but FUN.... =)

2008-10-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

04 Oct 2008, Ahhhh at last after three days of trainee floor manager in MOS... so tiring but fun... so many thing for mi to learn at there... although the fun is not like PINES... but still ok... no SLACKER in MOS... lolx... even i wan to SLACK oso cant... so tiring of stand... looks like my leg muscle is growing soon... lol... keep u all updates again... CIAOz

something tat i left out in sept....

2008-09-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

30 Sept 2008, haiz... sept is abt to pass... and i now get to know wat so-call brother are... their true face... they will leave u when u are having big problems... those guys tat i used to trust one by one left mi... and the ONLY friens tat i can trust now is FRED, ERIC and myself... wat had happen i oso dunno... but someone did warn me before is jux tat i dun listern... haiz jux treat it as a lesson bahz....

Yeah!!!! Passed OJE!!!!!!!!

2008-09-27T12:20:00.000+08:00

26 Sept 2008, jux came back from my second interview... successfully pass their so call OJE test... they will let me know when i start work and outlet is latest by monday... sianz... din know tat today is F1 nite race day... how i wish i can go and see... haiz too bad cant... coz BO MONEY liao... T.T nvm next mth will be busy working and maple if got spare time... coz its 5 days work week... lolx... anything will keep u all update again... CIAOz

Ugly uniform as OJE @ MOS

2008-09-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

24 Sept 2008, Sianz... in the beginning... coz got to work in the fast-food at MOS BURGER as a TRAINEE... but still i manage to get thru it... lolx...i even took a pix of their uniform in me... SUX ugly like shit... makes me look like SINGAPORE PIRATES... lolx... got to go for their second interview on FRIDAY... most likely i will be employed... wish mi luck guys and gals... keep u all updated again... CIAOz

^^

2008-09-23T03:27:00.001+08:00

22 Sept 2008, lolx i have being short-listed for MOS BURGER FM... so will be working soon... sad cant maple often le... but will still arrange time for it... hehe... so scared on the tested day which is tis WED... but i will try to pass it thru... hoho... keep u all updates again... TATA.... ^^

Tiring day =/

2008-09-20T12:32:00.000+08:00

19 Sept 2008, Sianz and tired... jux came back from interview at MOS BURGER head office... got to wait for calls from them... hope tat i will be short-listed for FM... even if short-listed i oso dunno i can pass their second test which is 1 day working at one of their outlet... then got another interview jux only comfirm... i find tat it maybe challenging for me in FAST-FOOD FnB line... dun have much confidence... but jux give it a try lohz... haiz... dun say so much le... going MAPLING again... keep u all up-date... CIAOz.......

Happy =)

2008-09-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

08 Sept 2008, lolx at last i got a character in MAPLE reach LVL 50+... after so much time and money spend in it... at last... hope tat i still got the time MAPLING when FRED goes to NS... btw for me now still looking for jobs... so mean time at home MAPLING lohz... Hmmm most likely not FnB line again... sick of it... try looking for other lohz... tat is man... keep u all update again in me...kk...

Tiring D@y.....

2008-08-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

30 August 2008, haiz... jux finish my dinner at home... feel so tired man... due to yesterday work at 8.30am till today morning 4am then get to some sleep at SENTOSA... actually no nid to work O.T... jux becoz the organizer ask their stupid assistant to over-look the event setup... so FCUK man... keep on had so many finalise.... tat why work till so late... lolx... i oso get to see some JAPANESE GALs man and i got my self slightly SUN-BURNed.... lolx..... nw got to wait till tml for tearing down the place again... but will be fast bahz... keep u all up-date again....

something tat i can nvr figure out....

2008-08-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

28 August 2008, haiz... i realli dunno wat to do... is it tat forgetting someone tat u love is so hard... for the pass two days i have taking ESTHER and everytime i took i got into EMO state... wat is realli going on me... or is it im too stubborn in it... i should be the one letting go but i jux dunno why i cant do it... sometime seeing my friens & buddy so happily love but why i cant... can someone tell me wat to do... i think i better stop contacting with her the best... wherever she is i will try to avoid... to prevent tis pain in me to happen... or is it tat realli got to LOVE someone to forget her... but i think is BULLSHIT... Haiz... i think if FATE is giving me tis problem why should i go and think so much... left it and maybe i will be happy.... here is something tat i wan to share.....

Depression and Disappointed and Lost and Lonely..

2008-08-27T01:07:00.001+08:00

26 August 2008, hi guys and gals... today being sick and feeling down the whole day... wan to DIE... can anyone pls tell me wat to do... i really dunno wat to do... MIND is too confuse and mess up... when can i see the bright side of my life... i realli cant take it anymore... tired of everything... feeling lonely and sad... so dark in here... can there be light for me... so tat i can walk out of darkness......... wat im facing now is lot of pressure and depression... Aaaaaaaaaagh hate it...... i think im goin crazy le.......

A very CRAZY dayz for ME...

2008-08-26T04:19:00.000+08:00

25 August 2008, today i dunno why... i feel so piss off at SHI house... maybe is too high on E bahz... i even scold XY slut... i jux dunno why she like tat... she would whether chose a GUY tat always spend her money better then a GUY who had being waiting and love her so much... haiz... dunno wat to say... hope tat wat she say change will realli happen... btw i now still feeling EMO man... she is not my who why should i be so EMO... realli SIAO... must try to forget abt her and our past to move on... i always oni know how to say ppl... but dunno how to say myself... human is realli a loser... ME a LOSER in LIFE...

FEELING PEH SEI...

2008-08-20T23:48:00.001+08:00

20 August 2008, today i feel very bad and PEH SEI... now i realli dunno how to face ERIC as he is like my best dude/buddy... coz i din turn up for work and ZOO and din call them too... cox i was sleeping whole day... althought some one was here to accompany me and take care of me... but i still feel vry bad... coz tis is like putting aeroplane and make ERIC in a UGLY postion at ZOO in future... haiz... hope tat some one will understand how i feel... vry very PEH SEI... SORRY ERIC...

Haiz... feeling down and lonely....

2008-08-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

16 August 2008, today i cant slp... i keep on thinking did my BLOOD bled for my BROs for nothing... why tis type of things happen on me... haiz... even the person whom i trust and care for oso leave me... so i really dunno wat to say... but to swallow mt sorrow deep in my heart... i jux find tat now im all alone... many of my good friens/colleague are all attached... i felt so lonely dunno why... always asked them to acc me oso PEHSEI... haiz... hope tat my days will be good... rite now im thinking of taking off my GANGSTER shirt... im sick and tired of being hurt by BROs... tat is wat i can say now.....

feeling bad 2....

2008-07-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

19 July 2008, so after two days... we went down to the GUY/GAL school again... tis time i bring ALEX along... to settled everything... but too bad tis time is my frien wrack her till like 'LOHAN' fish man... and tis come the problem... tat make all my PPL and BROs left me...

feeling bad....

2008-07-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

17 July 2008, i found out who is the person tat stir up tis fight... its a GUY/GAL... tat sturdy somewhere near woodland... so i and two guys when down find HE/SHE... in the end we wrack HIM/HER... wat i admit is tat i only slap tat all... and the fucker keep pushing BLAMEs to ALEX... so i was confused... and we left there....

Sori for the late update...

2008-07-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

12 July 2008, today i went down to woodland actually to find TANIEL... while waiting for him to come down from his GF's hse... comes a big problem... a group of ppl came towards us... and start looking for a guy name ALEX... which happen to be one of my BROs... as i dunno wat happen i stood up and say tat he is my GINA... tat UNKNOWN group jux wrack me like HELL... in the end i got a SCAR jux above my right eyebow... a bleed a lot lucky enough i got a pass-by BROs save me out of the attack...

Dunno wat to do

2008-06-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

16th June 2008, haiz... i realli dunno wat so good abt DRUGS... i find tat im guilty for letting her try in the first place... make them now like AN ADDICT to it... Wat ERIC say to me is true... im the one tat let it happen... so im i the one to make STOP? can anyone tell me... i realli dunno... although nw she dun find me for IT... but i knw who and whom she look for... so SURE i STOP it can anyone PLS tell me...

REGRETS FULL OF REGRETS...

2008-06-10T02:00:00.001+08:00

10 June 2008, haiz... din knw tat only when she in need of ESTHER and KAT or when there is trouble then look for me... im reali is a person full of SIN... why does she knw tat everytime she wan IT i feel vry bad... coz i find tat its my fault for LETTING HER and SHI touch tat type of STUFF... till nw they jux cant QUIT... why... i dun wan to see in such a state... if reali there is no choice i will MIA again... i think is better for HER and SHI bahz... i reali dun wan to be a SINNER anymore... everything can change but not my HEART... haiz... forget bahz... i rather be the ONE feeling PAIN... then letting others PAIN wif ME... and all the BEST to HER RELATIONSHIP...

Back From a LONG Trip....

2008-06-09T04:21:00.001+08:00

09 June 2008, hi guys and gals im back... after coming back i find tat i have lost a lot of thing which i used to have... Friens, Bro and even Loved One... btw after i have came back i have change a new Name... why i change it becoz i wan ppl to forget abt me... i knw alot of Friens still care abt me... but i find tat im a useless person... so i have left the old self JEF at thailand today me jux wan to find a stable job and settled down wif someone i love and she love me too... the rest of the stuff i will leave it aside bahz... coz i find tat im OLD le... cant take anymore risk... so no choice... btw though tat after a break will be better for me... but in the end... haiz... they keep pushing me more harder... do THEY realli wan to force me till at the CLIFF side... i realli dunno... jux hope tat i can pass these TWO years in a piece bahz... and oso lastly TAKE CARE my OLD FRIENs and BROTHERs whom i knew at PINES... Bye... maybe tis is the last time i come to tis blog le... T.T ( SOBs )

SAD and LOST for me.... dunno wat is the outcome...

2008-05-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

15 May 2008, haiz... today is my last update as i will be not ard to update as something bad happen to me... i will be goin in to tat stupid hell place again... dunno for hw long tis time... hope tat all FRIENS i knw will take good care of themself... as tis is the last case pending nw... after tis will be my finance case hope it wont go bad for me too... as i promise u all once im out i will contact u all... but my biggest i WORI nw... is the gal i LOVE and MISS... hope tat she will TAKE GOOD CARE... BB and TAKE CARE my FRIENS...

Lost in LIFE 2 ...

2008-05-04T03:41:00.000+08:00

03 may 2008, haiz... today we meet up again at CINELEISURE for a movie togather wif YIMEI, FRED and of course the GAL i want to woo... the outcome of PROJECT A had FAILED... haiz... m i really tat FUCKED or SUCKS in tis year... cox im nw having a BIG [ L ] on my fore-head... which is [ LOSER ] haiz... really dunno wat to do but to sit and suffer tis downfall nw... really hope tat i gt the courage to DIE rite nw... but i jux simply cant let go as if i haven completed my POINT of LIFE... haiz... really got no one to CARE for me when im really NEEDED it... update again when there is something special HAPPEN to ME...

Lost in LIFE...

2008-05-03T03:40:00.000+08:00

02 May 2008, haiz... i dunno wat had happen to me tis year... im suffering a big downfall in career and relationship... i dunno whether can i survive in tis world nw... coz today my BASTARD manager ANTHONY force me to resign... haiz... thinking tat im suffering a downfall i tot of a gal whom i lost contact for a year... ( which i like before ) so after TX and FRED support which they give me when we went drinking at tis HALO BAR... i went and have a try of wooing her... but................. tell u when the day come....

Sad PROBLEM for my life...

2008-04-27T21:02:00.001+08:00

27 Apr 2008, haiz... i dunno am i a fool for helping her so much... ppl say tat is i cant let go of her... but i n her really gt nothing we are jux frien... for wat she say... but i really hope tat one of these days she will return to me but i knw once is gone is gone... btw rite nw i cant be thinking of relationship anymore... coz im facing more bigger problem... COURT CASE... haiz... realli forcing me to the dead end... whatever jux let them SUE and SEIZE watever stuff they wan bahz... vry headache le... dun wan to think so much....

DOWN-FALL

2008-04-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

16 Apr 2008, haiz... its been a few day after i chose to leave her life... i maybe look happy in front of u ghuys an gals... but in my life rite nw... as im in a dwn-fall i really dunno when will it be over... and i dunno hw long can i survive in tis dwn-fall coz i really cant take it any longer... jux wan to let u guys and gals knw tat im happy knwing u all as my frien and buddy i really cherish u all... but some time i maybe givin up u all and left tis stupid and cruel world... take care ok... will update if im still AROUND...

Dunno why so happy nwadays....

2008-04-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

10 Apr 2008, haiz... dunno why these few days i was so happy... maybe is becoz gt someone acc me bahz... although i can always deny to frien tat i dun love her anymore but dunno why i still cant help my feeling towards her... ya wat XUE WEI ask me is true but i still deny infront of her... many frine look thru into my heart... haiz... hope she really cherish wat i hve done for her... as i say b4... if GOD give me a CHANCE to say something to my LOVE one... i will tell her I LOVE YOU... if GOD ask me for the time LIMIT to it... i will say I WILL LOVE YOU FOR A MILLION YEARS... hope tat one day when she see my BLOG she will understand how i feel for her... cya ur guys and gals... update u all asap when there is something new...