20 Jun 2009, din sleep at all... coz im feeling down and sad right now... im saying tis because i find tat im a failure in my life... im realli a failure... i loses everything in life... now i feel like im in a dark room without any light... once again... so scary... so cold... so dark... so LONELY... haiz... tot tat we will stand together in our feet and fight for our future... but i think tat baobei cant take it any longer... maybe is my selfish tat leads to tis happening... i dunno how to make my baobei happy again like last time... i realli miss those days when we went sentosa and even the first dance... and every of her laughter and noti... due to the low income and my tat sister.... i dunno how to make her happy... GOD tell mi pls... wat sure i do to make her happy again.... i dun wan her to suffer all tis shit... coz i realli LOVE and CHERISH her... even if its nid to deduct my life span to make her happy i oso willing... coz i jux wanna be with her to walk down the pathway together...


P.S i love u BAOBEI