19 May 2009, im sad and no mood at all... coz i make someone i luv worry for mi... becoz of the line im in now... some problem with the stock and i go chat with them till got check by police when we abt to leave tat place... now she vry angry and all i asking now is for her forgiveness for making her worry... as i told her b4 i will change my work... as i oso dun wan to be in risk... wat i nid now is a peaceful and loving life with my luv one can god pls grant mi my wish... pls even it nid to take away my life span im oso willing...