25 August 2008, today i dunno why... i feel so piss off at SHI house... maybe is too high on E bahz... i even scold XY slut... i jux dunno why she like tat... she would whether chose a GUY tat always spend her money better then a GUY who had being waiting and love her so much... haiz... dunno wat to say... hope tat wat she say change will realli happen... btw i now still feeling EMO man... she is not my who why should i be so EMO... realli SIAO... must try to forget abt her and our past to move on... i always oni know how to say ppl... but dunno how to say myself... human is realli a loser... ME a LOSER in LIFE...