28 August 2008, haiz... i realli dunno wat to do... is it tat forgetting someone tat u love is so hard... for the pass two days i have taking ESTHER and everytime i took i got into EMO state... wat is realli going on me... or is it im too stubborn in it... i should be the one letting go but i jux dunno why i cant do it... sometime seeing my friens & buddy so happily love but why i cant... can someone tell me wat to do... i think i better stop contacting with her the best... wherever she is i will try to avoid... to prevent tis pain in me to happen... or is it tat realli got to LOVE someone to forget her... but i think is BULLSHIT... Haiz... i think if FATE is giving me tis problem why should i go and think so much... left it and maybe i will be happy.... here is something tat i wan to share.....