09 June 2008, hi guys and gals im back... after coming back i find tat i have lost a lot of thing which i used to have... Friens, Bro and even Loved One... btw after i have came back i have change a new Name... why i change it becoz i wan ppl to forget abt me... i knw alot of Friens still care abt me... but i find tat im a useless person... so i have left the old self JEF at thailand today me jux wan to find a stable job and settled down wif someone i love and she love me too... the rest of the stuff i will leave it aside bahz... coz i find tat im OLD le... cant take anymore risk... so no choice... btw though tat after a break will be better for me... but in the end... haiz... they keep pushing me more harder... do THEY realli wan to force me till at the CLIFF side... i realli dunno... jux hope tat i can pass these TWO years in a piece bahz... and oso lastly TAKE CARE my OLD FRIENs and BROTHERs whom i knew at PINES... Bye... maybe tis is the last time i come to tis blog le... T.T ( SOBs )