03 may 2008, haiz... today we meet up again at CINELEISURE for a movie togather wif YIMEI, FRED and of course the GAL i want to woo... the outcome of PROJECT A had FAILED... haiz... m i really tat FUCKED or SUCKS in tis year... cox im nw having a BIG [ L ] on my fore-head... which is [ LOSER ] haiz... really dunno wat to do but to sit and suffer tis downfall nw... really hope tat i gt the courage to DIE rite nw... but i jux simply cant let go as if i haven completed my POINT of LIFE... haiz... really got no one to CARE for me when im really NEEDED it... update again when there is something special HAPPEN to ME...