16 Apr 2008, haiz... its been a few day after i chose to leave her life... i maybe look happy in front of u ghuys an gals... but in my life rite nw... as im in a dwn-fall i really dunno when will it be over... and i dunno hw long can i survive in tis dwn-fall coz i really cant take it any longer... jux wan to let u guys and gals knw tat im happy knwing u all as my frien and buddy i really cherish u all... but some time i maybe givin up u all and left tis stupid and cruel world... take care ok... will update if im still AROUND...