19 Jan 2008, SORRY tat the past few days din update my BLOG coz im lost after break up wif her... i went to find ESTHER again... cox i find tat only ESTHER can understand hw i feel... althought is a short term happiness but im a already vry happy le... dunno why i keep feeling down... even working i was like a person without SOUL... jux there for the sake of being there... haiz... when then i can FORGET abt her... unless i find a gal who is more better then her ba... but rite at the moment nw i wont be in any RELATIONSHIP...