17 Jan 2008, today i went ZHENGHUA SEC SCHOOL... at there i saw XIAO ZHU again... i felt vry sad seeing her tis way... and i get to know tat after i break up wif her... she change even worst... it make me so GUILTY... i find tat my the second ADRIAN tat make her become like tat... but i really dun wan to break up wif her... i maybe too harsh on tis matter... haiz... " wo bu yao yi shi zhu chen qian ku hen " today althought i go work but i find tat my heart is not there... ppl ask me am i EMO... i got to lie to them im not EMO... haiz... im going to break down soon... can someone help me... i really cant bear to see her ruin her whoe life... really can anyone help me... plz....if god can give me a chance to say who i love? i will say is u XIN YING... if god give me a time limit for my love? i want it to be eternity... let me LOVE U again....