12 Jan 2008, today nothing much happen ard me.... even at PINES oso same... although get to see my luv one wking... but Y? tat is ppl asking me ' Who is tis JIAN related to ur GAL? ' good question as i can only ans BEST FRIEND ba... cox i dun wan to go and think so much as i knw if i think too much tis problem will become more worst... but im really scared tat is my relationship started to drift away... hope is i think much ba... maybe she nw is concentrate on her sturdy... as tis her important year... so no time for me... im always trying hard to stand tis relationship.. but i really dunno is she doing it so... wat i can say nw is my feeling in tis relationship is like tis chinese song tittle " ZUI JING "... as wat its mean hw i feel nw....