29 Dec 2007, since the day XMAS EVE till nw... we have being drifting apart and quarrelling... jux becoz i heard some rumours abt JIAN taking revenge on me by snatching XY way from me... in the end i ask her out for drink at Mini Pub ( Boat Quay ) together wid KURT... till she is drunk.. we went hotel to slp tat day becoz she got wk in the late noon at PINES... while she was slping i started to think in a wrong way by ZHI BAO ZHI QI and even SUICIDE THINKING.... wat a foolish thoughts....